1 Year Later

Wow! What a journey Janeway was. As you can see, I wasn’t as consistent with my blog as I would have liked to be, but I am making this post in an attempt to recap all that happened on my journey and to show some photos that I took along the way. After my last post, I continued with construction and got the entire structure enclosed. I decided that it was time to take Janeway on a test run, so I set off and hauled her to my dad’s house in Weatherford, Texas, about 3.5 hours away. The journey started off well and while driving, I found her relatively easy to pull contrary to what I was expecting. However, upon arrival I noticed two major hiccups…… and when I say major, I mean MAJOR. I arrived in Weatherford, eager to show my dad the progress I had made, but upon opening up the door after I had arrived at 10pm, I noticed something strange. As I opened the door, I could see stars…… stars? The hinged section of my roof had blown completely off driving down the road. I expected that the roof would be so heavy that it wouldn’t have taken flight during the journey; however, I had forgotten to disconnect the lift assist pistons I had installed, and the rope that I had secured the roof with was snapped like a string. You can imagine my embarrassment. Half laughing and half utterly defeated, I decided to go to bed and face my shame in the morning. Maybe on my way back to Austin I could find the roof on the side of the road and salvage it. But when I awoke the next morning, I found yet a second problem. The frame of the trailer had bent between the main frame and the hitch. The weight of the structure had begun to exceed the weight capacity for the frame of the trailer. It was ok enough to get home, but this was a challenge that I would have to face as well, and I hadn’t even finished all of the construction yet. Also, I report that on my way back to Austin, no roof was to be found.

When I got back, I took a day to rest and regain the courage it was going to take to solve my new challenges. The following day, I began reconstructing the roof, which ended up being ok because I was able to make modifications in the best interest of the design. The second hinged roof was much better. The next solution was to rethink the frame. A huge thanks goes to Scott from Brentwood Metalworks who graciously took on the challenge of adding supporting steel to various parts of the trailer, and after the modifications, it could hold up to twice the current weight. Two supporting side jacks were also added to help support the structure while at rest and to give a break to the forward part of the trailer frame.

Construction then began as normal. Other than literally being robbed while I was sleeping one night inside the trailer (nothing of consequence was taken except for my favorite pair of Doc Marten boots), construction was uneventful. Except for some interior details, I finally wrapped up around June and set off from Sasona onto my journey. I stopped at my uncle and aunt’s house (Jeff+Teana) to spend some time with them and continue to work on some of the interior details. I had completely moved in all of my personal belongings. I lived a very minimal lifestyle with my computer, clothes, kitchen, pet snake, and other minor necessities. After spending a week with them, I was in need of some cash for my contingent travels. The construction had taken longer and was more expensive than I had anticipated. Throughout the year, I was working on a project for Down Home Ranch that was being installed in phases as funding was accumulated. So I set out for DHR to complete phase two of their construction. It was the first time that I had been completely self sufficient as far as power and food was concerned. Also while there, I came across one of the ranch hands that needed to rehome her dog. He was a one year old pitbull mix named Loki, and he was adorable. Since, I had considered getting a dog to take on the road with me before, I decided to spend some time with him to see if we were a good fit together. Loki has been by my side ever since, my new best friend and protector. I spent a week finishing up my work there, preparing to set off. Now, the original plan was to travel the country, but I no longer had the funds for that, so I decided to see how far I could get, and when half of my money was gone, I would turn back around for Austin.

My first journey took me to Angelina National Forest in East, Texas. I stopped in Nacogdoches at the Wal-mart to stock up on groceries, propane, and other supplies. The national forest did not have power hookups for me to use, so I made sure that my power bank was fully charged and that my solar and wind system were fully functional. However, at 9:30 pm, 5 miles away from my final destination, in the middle of NOWHERE east Texas, one of my truck tires blew out. Well, this was just another challenge that I was going to have to face. I pulled over just off of the highway, disconnected Janeway, jacked my truck up, and went to lower my spare tire in order to replace the flat. However, I had purchased my Ford F-250 Superduty used as a former repossession, and therefore it had not come with the appropriate custom key required to lower the spare. At this point, I began to crack a little. It’s 10:30 at night on a lonely highway with 18 wheelers zooming by at 70+ mph. After several phone calls, no emergency roadside assistance was available and the nearest tire service center (40 miles away) didn’t open until 7am the following morning. So I prepared the camper, and Loki and I hunkered down for the night. Fearful that I was going to be hit by a passing vehicle in the night or approached by a stranger, I locked all the entrances and set the alarm system that I had installed. I had a recording of Psalm 91 on my phone, which I turned to the lowest volume and left playing all night. We awoke just before 7am the next morning and called the tire service center. A service man arrived around 8:30 while Loki and I were having breakfast and making the best of our first “camping” night alone. The repair man had informed me that passenger tires had been installed on the truck and were not sufficient to carry the load that I was hauling (reminding you that it is July in Texas). He put on a loaner tire for me to make it to camp site. I packed up and finally made it to the National Forest. We got all settled in, and Loki and I took the truck to the nearest town for the replacement and upgrade of all 4 tires on my truck, an expense I had not been expecting. I also had the tires upgraded on Janeway as well to increase the carrying capacity, just in case those tires became fatigued as well.

Loki and I were in the forest for 5 days, camping next to a natural spring (which was also our bathing facility) and enjoying a very relaxing time living self sufficiently, without even cell phone service. During that time I had noticed as well that the axle on Janeway was also under considerable stress and was carrying more than its intended capacity. I had to make some tough decisions. Was this trip really safe? Had I really thought through the weight of the structure and the logistics of hauling it long distances? I thought I had, but the overall weight of Janeway was more than I had expected. So, I had to make the tough call. Loki and I would enjoy our time in Angelina, but it was safest and wisest of us to make our way back to Austin. It was a sad decision to make, but the Janeway journey was ultimately not worth my safety. I had learned a lot, faced many challenges, overcome them, and in the end made the wisest decision that I could. After leaving Angelina 5 days later, I made my way to Sam Houston National Forest just north of Houston. We might have been going back, but we could take our time doing so and enjoy it too. This camp site was very nice. It had nice bathrooms, electricity, many park amenities, and ice. Along the way many people were interested and impressed with Janeway and would stop to ask questions and take a look. Loki and I had a lot of fun and relaxation in this beautiful national park and stayed there for 3 days. After that, we packed everything up and headed back to Austin. I stayed with my very generous and lovely friend Kristopher while I got a new apartment and new clients to start working again. I was broke, I hadn’t fully achieved my goals, Janeway was in a storage facility, but I had accomplished many things of which I could be proud and learned many valuable lessons along the way. With the help of my parents, my grandparents, my dog, my friends, and many kind strangers along the way, I had my adventure…. but all in all it was MY adventure.

Janeway was eventually sold to a very nice man who made some customizations to her and now travels with her to music festivals with his wife and dog all over the country. Who knows, you might even see her out there one day. if you do, tell her Braxton and Loki say hello.

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stranded on the highway

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stranded on the highway

Framing Construction Almost Complete!!!

Here are a few photos I took the other day before leaving the barn. The framing is about 90% done here, and since then I've been able to get in the subfloor and the door hinges. This week I hope to finish up all the mechanical components, some of the electrical system, and have all the cladding put up. T minus 31 days until launch and it's becoming very real. I'm almost done getting my kickstarter page put together and hope to also launch that this week. 

The gallery below is made of photos taken at various earlier stages of construction. You'll notice the new trailer that I bought instead of using my grandparent's covered utility trailer. And those two extra feet make a huge difference. 

The Trip

In the TV series Star Trek: Voyager (1995-2001), Captain Katheryn Janeway and her Starfleet crew are stranded tens of thousands of light-years from home in unknown and, at times, hostile space. The show accounts the journey home for these scientific…

In the TV series Star Trek: Voyager (1995-2001), Captain Katheryn Janeway and her Starfleet crew are stranded tens of thousands of light-years from home in unknown and, at times, hostile space. The show accounts the journey home for these scientific explorers and delves into the diplomatic, personal, and strategic hurdles faced along the way. Cpt Janeway has always been a huge inspiration for me and was the only role model suited to inspirit my new journey.

 
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Project Janeway is the name of my next project expected to launch April 3, 2018 (holy crap that's really close) and consists of 3 components: the renovation of a 5'x10' utility trailer into a mobile camper studio; a 13,000 mile cross country trip spanning the entire United States and parts of Canada; and the culmination of my journey and all of its curiosities into a publication. The inspiration for this trip started in June 2017 after returning from a vacation to Tokyo. The trip left me hungry for a change. Not only was I feeling absolutely exhausted from running a landscape design/build firm single-handedly, but I yearned to see more of the world, to expand my habitat. At that point the plan was simple: get out of Austin, get a different job, go to New York. Simple, right? And although this plan relieved some of the anxiety building around the burden of my job; it didn't really satisfy the thirst to see more places. So, I put a pin in the New York plan and set my creative energy elsewhere. Given my resources, both time and financial, how could I escape the constriction that I was feeling once again? 

 

That was when the idea of a camping trailer hit me.

 

A 5'x8' Utility Trailer that my grandparents had given me to help out with my business.

A 5'x8' Utility Trailer that my grandparents had given me to help out with my business.

 

So quickly a plan set out to convert my utility trailer into a shelter in which I could camp around the country- maybe I could look for a job while I was at it; kill two birds with one stone. Over the next few months, the idea started to flesh itself out through drawings and ideas, and soon along came architectural plans. I wanted it to have an independent electrical system operated off of batteries and renewable energies. It needed to be a studio, a kitchen, and a place for me to sleep. It needed to have a soft strength; durable and comfortable. 

 
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Construction of the trailer has just now started and is still in the framing stage. This blog will serve to document not only the construction of my new home, but the adventures and work that I do along my trip. Expect to see regular updates from Austin and from the road (hopefully). 

 

I have decided as well that I would like to make an effort to collect creative data along the way to culminate into a broad, graphic swath of my travels. Stories, photos, textures, drawings, tickets, receipts, sculptures, collections. I want to capture my travels richly and document them extensively, forming a great, colorful book. In this task of creating the "show" of my journey, I hope to discover and rediscover fresh takes and perspectives. I want to test my habitat and report back my findings. I want my spirit and my subconscious to communicate in ways that this blog cannot express. 

 

In developing this idea, I came to the conclusion that I could wield it as a tool to combat the fundraising struggles that I have faced (not wanting to clean out my entire savings account). In having this book as a product produced by the trip itself, I could stay longer on the road, collect more stories, more photos, gather more creative data. I could offer people a new visual perspective of traveling North America, from my hands as an artist. So while construction is ongoing, now new energy has also been focused on clearly defining this new goal and creating a Kickstarter platform through which I can better describe and bring to life the intent and spirit of this publication.  

PROJECT JANEWAy

a long journey home

 

a preface

When I was 23 years old, I was working my butt off in landscape architecture school. It was truly one of the most valuable and enriching experiences of my life (in hindsight); but if you've ever experienced a professional design program, you know that  the long hours in the studio are shapeless and unrelenting, like flowing water in a stream, dulling over the years any sharp rocks that fall in. I got too tired. The design education wasn't itself the sole reason for these feelings at the time; it was one of many strands in a tangle of mental health and self worth battles. I just choked. I felt myself losing my balance, tripping over battles I had created for myself. Self-suppression: the feeling that one can't speak strongly and courageously through their own brokenness. And when in design school, constructive and useful criticism is the fog in which you live every day and sacrifice all creative energy. It didn't take long for my new learned skill of self editing to slowly evolve into self sabotage. But in the spring of that year, during a walk in the park to calm the soul, I began to see with transparency my own self. It was a long awaited, much needed moment of revelation, reminding me of ancient truths and encouraging my spirit. like all of the young tree buds around me, I began to unfold. That day, an old hope was unearthed. Scribbles, musings, projects, advice, letters, sketches-- all simmering in piles of journals cluttered on my bookshelves all came together with a new voice to tell me: look at all of these ideas. you can do whatever you want to in life. you can redefine success. and you own it to yourself to pursue it. 

This personal evolution was inspiring and I felt the urge to respond in big ways. I needed to carve this change into my immediate world, the tactile world, the world where things like chicken, jobs, and jail exist. I wanted viscera. I wanted indelibility. This mark was to be an armor, a counter projection to my self sabotage; the reevaluation of my faith in myself; the signal of my advance.

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I dropped out of grad school.

 

a Masters in Landscape Architecture degree

 

 

 

 

 

AND I made my indelible mark in the shape of an inky, black sea turtle smack dab in the middle of my chest

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There’s actually very little known about sea turtles in respects to their entire life cycles. Most of what the scientific community knows comes from both data and anecdotal evidence gathered from observing mothers and babies. We see them on the shore; we know where they return. We see them in the sand, we know from where they come. We see them in the reef, we know what they eat. Past breeding cycles, scientists understand that these hermetic animals spend their whole life traveling vast distances across the open ocean, as much as 10,000 miles in one year(1). And while other oceanic animals share this behavior, it is usually done in groups, families; however, the sea turtle travels its whole life in solitude, almost exclusively accompanied by nothing more than deep blue. Can a home be qualified by nebulous, transient space, or where does the sea turtle call home?

 

 

In my 27 years already, I’ve traveled a lot; most of that, before the age of 18. I calculated it one time and concluded out that the number of times I’ve flown in a plane is actually in the ballpark of 500. I’ve done some light international traveling, and during college, I did a lot of driving, thousands and thousands of miles. But in my reflections of these journeys, it came to me that the idea of traveling and home go hand in hand, and this is where the life of the sea turtle comes full circle. In my need to liberate and give my 23 year old self the permission to take bold new risks, I inscribed upon my body the symbol of the animal that paved before me a beautiful story of home, self, and context. Home to the sea turtle cannot be summized by one specific location, but rather a relationship of places. Home spans habitats, coordinates with seasons, flows with currents, adapts to randomness, and looks forward. In dropping out of grad school at 23 and starting my first small studio, I was able to invite these notions to become a part of my life, to shape my future, to help me further define myself. Ultimately with this new attitude, I started to feel less bound, I began to stretch out. New successes helped me to re-inflate, and when I was ready, I went back. I finished my masters.

 

New horizons are calling for me again. It's exciting. Will it be the same? Who knows what I'm about to learn. Luckily, I have amazing families and wonderful friends. I have people that care about me and with which I can share yet another quest of redefinition. Memories of places that I have known and people I have loved will always be the definition of home to me. But like the turtle, I feel in my spirit the meditative calling to expand my habitat.

 

Thus is born Project Janeway.

(1) https://www.huffingtonpost.com/2014/06/18/sea-turtle-facts_n_5505508.html